broke up!

grr we just broke up last july somthing!!! grrr!!!! yawa! bast0s au xa!!!
awa gud. . . imagine ning txt sa ako na mularga na daw xa manila kanusa xa ning txt sa ako? 15mins before sa iya flight!!! letch! daun 2 months mi wai communicate then after 2 months grrr!!!! ana xa na "sorry jaz ha kung hindi proper ang break-up natin" waaaaa!!!!! bast0s keu xa yawa!!!! sa kalag0t nako u know what i did? nah! ako gi delete iya friendster sa kalag0t! letche xa! piste! gabaan unta xa oi! wa man lang xa nakunsensya sa ako:( ngan0? ky taga pr0vince ko??? ana diay nah? grabe bei! bast0s ning mga lalaki! hahay! wa jud tar0ng na lalaki! how i wish na 1 day naa unta ko ma meet na bu0tan na lalaki na opposite anang guy! hahayzzz
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. . . .!!!!

whattaa exam

kanina nagexam mi sa RS20 ky nakatulog ko pagka mata nako ky ako nalang isa nabilin. . . hala!!!! naunsah naman ko oi nganu man to? wa nee. . . di nako!!! hahayzz siguro saburaan ka kap0y bah mao ng nakatulog ko. . . hehe nimal ulawa ato oi! ok lang atlest sikat napud ko dah! hehe known ko sa mga sablay. . . hahaha!!!! ga danghag ra jud ko oi samoookkk!!!! ani na jud ko? hehe

My Luckiest Day

July 04,2007 birthday sa ako mom medyo di kaau happy ky nagminase ako stepfather ky tung0d lang na gihilanat gamay! graV! tsk tsk tsk. . . pero maski ana nahitabo nagcelebrate japun mi sympre birthday gud sa ako mother. . . hehe

bag0 pana nahitab0 yong nanguyab sa ako 1month sympre gi sug0t nako!!! yeeeppeee!!! naa nako asawa!!! hmm... tama2x lang xa, buotan, lambing, lami kaisturya, bibo, magkasundo kau mi ug daghan pa....... hehe inlab jud ko bah? pareha mi...hehe hahayzzz unta lahi xa sa ako mga x noh? unta magdugay unta mi hay kulbaan keu ko basin taman 14mos lang mi gosh!!! sa0nz nalang noh? hehe basta LOVE KO XA!!!

Transformers

I love this movie it's so amazing! the moves, the robots and the stories. Transformers is so much like the 80s cartoon many of us loved that it nearly forgets to be cinematic and becomes almost silly. Transformers is astoundingly goofy, but it knows it’s goofy and simply doesn’t care, which is why Bay’s film is so much giant freakin robot fun. There’s no attempt to be serious. That’s not to say the movie doesn’t try to be as real as it can be, after all the goal here is to take giant transforming robots and put them believably in our world. It attempts to seem real, but never at the expense of the essence of what the Transformers have always been. Because of that, Transformers isn’t just dorky, it’s gloriously dorky. The film absolutely revels in how completely looney this premise is, and is all the better for it.

Transformers is a truly great summer blockbuster. As an action movie it’s a huge success; with awe-inspiring effects, tremendous set pieces, a sexy style, and jaw-dropping things which you have absolutely never seen before in any other movie.

all I can say is "TWO THUMBS UP!!!!"

NightMare

Every time na matulog ko perminta jud ko makadungog ug something na di masabtan di xa ilaga, frog,cabaw,o unsa pa man nga animal. murag lahi sa tanan lahi daun di ko katulog. . . Last night i nagdamggo ko na nahimo ko ug aswang ky nagbutang daw ko ug bawang sa ako koko! huwhaaaatttt!!!! pano nanyari yon? eh deadly man keu na sa ila ang bawang!!! then i woke up 1:00am i thought na 5:00am nah kailanggan na nako magligo sus ala-una pa man diay pastilan mygani wa pako na-basa. . . ahehe then i realized that wa diay nako naopen ang Bible kasi pag di nako na maopen puro pangit ako damggo ug malason daun taud2x!!! hahayyyzzzz wala lng wa lng magawa ky diri sa amo graV ang bagyo. . .

Love Notes

All these years hindi ko parin nakalimutan tanan nahitabo sa ako hantod karon, feeling nako wa japon ko kamove-0n murag fresh pa tanan nahitabo sa akoa ug ginakimkim pa jud sako heart hangtod karon mao ng usahay gusto na nako mubuto! lalo na kung maremember ko lahat shiiitttt!!! ahak!
I have a diary sa ako room. . . i wrote everything starting high school hangtod karon. . . ako gi butang didto mga love letters ug love texts sa ako nauyab ug karon ako ishare some parts of my exes love letter/texts ok? way mupalag ha?! past bitaw total di naman sad mi magbalik ana ok??? . . aheheh PEACE!!!!

First love text/letter:
I've seen lot of hot babes with great looks and sweet soul but you know what? whether deyr really hard to get or plain simple, I never met a girl like you somehow you seen so familiar but I cant say coz you have this caring and charming side for me that let me feel havin sweet surrender unlike others.................................................... you made me crazy about you sometimes and made me col you baby from the bottom of my heart.....................................................

Second love Text/letter:
I just wish na wala lang ky bad thoughts or anything sa ako, honestly lang gyd with all my heart babe and without lain pa na rizon, I just really concentrate on my lessons for now..gets mo? just don't erase in your mind the fact that i really do love you baby . . . mwah!

Third love text/letter:
I never thought that I'd met someone like you, before you come into my life, I had nothing to live for, no purpose. But then the time you come when I asked God to give me a reason for living and then there was you. I met you, I got to know you and out of nowhere it hit me, I found myself falling for you.................................................


Fourth love texxt/letter:
My future prediction for Jazzi would be that she would have a bright and glorious future. That she will be successful in her career even if its nursing or her career in business that she will have also a loving family of her own a great mother to our children and hopefully a great wife to me!!!!


---chhhaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! you know buwag daun after 14 months no more no less gosh! hahayzzz murag gisumpa ko na diha lang taman tanan mauyab nako kaya heto wala ko bf ky kafoy tagam na keu ko noh!! mao ra japon di magdugay mypa di nlng total mabuhi man ko kung wala lalaki di man sad na importante sa ako. . .(^^,)

Bad PC

whaaaaa kainins naguba napud ako pc mao ng 48 years ko wa online2x:( hahay ang dami ko gusto ishare diri:( huhuh!!!! ok lng atlest naau na jud ako pc dah!!!! katong ning abot ang muay0 sa ako pc kabalo baka kung unsa nahitabo??? nah! ning 0n kalit!! bullshiiittt! sa setting ra diay to dah! ok ky au na jud ako beloved pc ahehhe kaya lng ipa dala daw sa Valancia within this week! huuwwhhaaatt!!! palitan ra daw ko bag-0:( kanusa kaha na mahitabo ha? na mahal man keu ang pc! tapos p0or man mi di man mi rich noh! hahayzzz sa0nz nlng pag ipadala ako pc nah mabuang ko mao na ni ako life!!!ahehe

A Day in Iligan

may 26-27 ning adto mi sa Iligan with Khairen, Adudu, Teddy, Ferrous, Camilord, Ryl, Kitz, and Yuna ahehe. . . actually its a triple celebration; birthday namo ni khairen and aniversary nila ni camilo and charryfe. . . when we got there nagstay mi mga pila ka minuto ila camilo's house then nagadto daun mi sa Maze Park tapos nag swimming mi didto taman 9pm after that ning uli mi ila camilo instead na matulog mi nagtanaw mi ug 1 litre of tears whaaaaaaaaaaaa graV hilak nila ni khai, yuna ug ted whaaaaa !!!!!! halos 1 gallon of tears ang ning gawas sa ila mata.... whaaaaa!!!! tapos ako ky nakatulog lng:P taud2x mata daun tulog daun mata daun tulog so on and so for. . . ahehehe tsada ang movie 100% makahilak kung wa pako natulog ciguro naghilak nako didto ahehe. . . beh nagstart ang movie mga 11pm-6am huuuuwwhhhaaattt!!!!! nagslip daun mi mga 6am mata daun mga 9am ahehe pagka 1pm uli daun mi:D hehe. . . thats the end:P

College life

My biggest mistake i ever made when I transferred at Xavier. . . halos tanan kahadlokan nako, tanan na ginaiwasan nako ug tanan na hate nako ky naa didto!!!!! before I made this decision ako na gitanaw ang consequence kung unsa possible mahitabo sa ako so i decided na di nalang but when I saw my mom she said that "jazz, kailanggan jud nimo na didto ka mugraduate maski unsa mahitabo kailanggan didto jud ka muskwela!" so OO nlng ko maski sakit sa ako dughan :( gosh! so nakaenroll ko. . .
Dawbe ky halos tanan klase malas ning abot sa ako ang sakit ky wa pa jud ko madamayan hahay well ana man jud ang life usahay nasa taas, usahay nasa ubos pero ang ako ky perminte man nasa ubos hahay im not saying na lain ang school actually ok xa kaya lng daghan lng sakit nahitabo sa ako . . . life nako oi daghan twist! pero ok sad maski sige kog mug-0t at lest di sad boring ning ako life . . . hehe

My Birthday

This is the most terrible birthday I've ever have!! pati ako nakalimutan ko na birthday ko na pala kung hindi ako gigreet ng mom ko naku di ko talaga malalaman na birthday ko na pala tapos 6 lng ang naggreet sa akin out of 20 hahayzzz. . . tapos minalas pa jud ko. . . actually im so hopeless grAv ako kayud tap0s egg lng ihatag sa ako:'c daun ang pain nga nasa ako heart lisod wala0n bisan unsaon di jud mawala, and halos ako nlng 1 nagcelebrate sa ako birthday mygani naa ako mom ug ako bestfriend na si vanessa. . . hahay thank God medyo nahuwasan ko gamay....

Am I Alone?

by Megan Hance

I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Feelings

1. how do you feel today?? -frustrated
2. are you angry with someone close to you? -yes
3. are you happy right now? -no!
4. are you unsecured to other people? -yes
5. why? because they are happy with their love ones and their family while me? oh no!
6. Is your life miserable? yes super!
7. do you have enemies? yes
8. who? -my beautiful and lovely cousin!!!!
9. why?- because she's hurting me so badly
10. who is your inspiration? -my mom
11. are you in love?- no!!!!
12. do you want to have bf/gf this coming sem? -no way!!!
    

hahayzzz kamo na judge sa ako. . . kung bad inyo pagtuo sa ako well ok lng way kaso!

Regrets

hahayzzz ang dami ko pinagsisihan. . . tinamaan talaga ako nito. . . alam n'yo kung ano yon? hahayzz nagpagamit nanaman ako sa isang taong akala ko mahal parin niya ako pero hindi pala :(
panaginip lng pala ang mahalin ng totoo sa isang lalaki....

now i realized na hindi pala ang puso ang nagsasabing "I LOVE YOU" kundi ang utak kasi yong puso tumitibok lng yan eh and isa pa hindi naman ang puso ang nagmamahal kundi ang utak! true! isip lng ang tumatakbo sa lahat!!! walang kinalaman ang puso! know what? i've tried everything for him just to love me but wala kahit kailan hindi na niya ako mamahalin:( I Give up! kap0y nah! habang tumatagal lalong nasasaktan ako... kasi lagi ko iniisip na sana maging kami ulit para at least
maging masaya man lang ako pero hindi talaga.... ewan ko kung ano ang kulang sa akin para iwanan nila ako. .. halos lahat ginawa ko na para maging PERFECT ako pero kulang parin....
sawang-sawa na talaga ako sa buhay ko puro lungkot lng ang dinanas ko simula pinanganak ako...
hahayyyzzzz basta AYOKO NA UMIBIG!!!!!!!!!!! bahala maging old maid ako basta hindi na ako iibig muli!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyoooooooooookkkkkkkkkkoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!

Malas Day

today is my Malas day why? because:

1. I was late 30 minutes in my 1st class at 7:00am
2. I failed 3x in our quiz in math and now its my 3rd times taking this damn subject
   
3. I did not answered oral recitation in accounting 2
4. kanina my cousin went here to get her things and guess what? rambol mi diri sa balay!
5. I cant concentrate on my studies coz I cant forget and erase on my mind on what happened..
6. I cried whole day
   
7. until now I'm still crying:(

explode

My cousin came here to get her things and move to her boy friend's house.... what happened??? hmm. . . i ask her "are you happy in your life right now?" and she answered me "wa ka paki sa ako life!" and i said ohh really??? then why did you destroyed my family???? and she said "JAZZ I NEVER SAID THAT YOU WERE ......." and i said ohh really!!!! w0w galeng!!!!! and i clapped my hands and she said "tama na jazz murag ka'g buang!" w0w! buang? ako? kung buang ko kinsa nag .... ug .... sa ato??? di ba ikaw! and i told her "please yaw na balik dinhi ky di naka welcome dinhi!!! wala na vacancy para sa imo so get out!!!! and she answered me: yes kolant0ng girl! and i said disgrasyada!, trayd0ooooorrrrr!!!!!!

and that's what really happened kanina.... ;'(

0ucH!!!

my cousin is pregnant to another guy even if she's already married. . . last last Saturday my mom asked her what's her problem and my cousin said " JAZZI WAS . . . ." and my mom was shocked! she cant believe what she said. . . then my mom called me and i told her everything. . . and then my cousin said everything to my mom but everything she said was just a rumor "walang katotohanan" she just said that because she wants to destroy my family . . . ohh my! after all what we did to her... i treated her as my own sister, we helped her in her problems, we gave her home, money, food, daily needs and we even send her to school! graV xa! and now she told everybody what happened to her and worse is that "binaliktad niya ang nanyari!!!!!" just to prove that we are wrong and she's right!!!!!!

now i don't know what im going to do. . . until now i cant forget what happened. . . because of what she did everything was changed, my studies are affected, my relationship with my relatives was changed. .. etc, etc, etc......... and the good is that me and my mom were getting closer than before. . .

my 1st post

this is my very very 1st post i ever made here. . . ok let me start to introduce myself... I'm eye catcher sorry i cant mention my name here:P